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Monday, April 19, 2004

Carry me to the Cross

the dirt is stained

with blood

under the tree

where You where buried

and the clouds

soft in tint

pass by

with caution

 

carry me to the grave

when I die

bury me in the grave

so I can die

 

the dirt is stained

with your blood

 

carry me to the Cross

when I die

bury me in the Cross

so I can die

 


 

Fallible

 

I have no more fault

    left to give

    left of sin

where You gave me something

    that I never had before

I no longer belong

    this place is not my own  

    this place is not my home

carry me

    in loving arms

        away

buildings we made

    will crumble

    under the wrath

        of time

my hands are stained

    with my imperfection

walk with me

    upon the shores

        of forever


Friday, December 26, 2003

Save your hardcore tears

Little hardcore girl

Daddy never loved you

Like a daddy should have loved you

So you put up your walls

And put X on your hands

And tear down infidelities

Of the kids who stand around

So take up your cross

And walk here with me

Save your tears

For weary eyes

 

Save your hardcore tears

Little hardcore boy

                The ones who said you were a friend

                But rather call you freak

                                But you never pay them mind

                                Cuz when you’re in that circle

                                No one calls you freak

                                Cuz fists make friends better

So break down the walls

And let the light shine in

And your arms bear the marks

Of the one you would serve

 

Save your hardcore tears

Little punk rock girl

                Those girls they poke fun

                With fingers they call words

                                Their nails they paint

                                In pinks and blues

                                But yours you dye

                                In black and blood red

But the nails on your fingers

Mean jack when you see

That the nails that you need

Are In the palm of your hands

 

Save your tears

For weary eyes


Tuesday, November 25, 2003

As Goes the Journey

they want to say no

to You

they say You don't exist

but exist

like a flame

burn the eyes

with the truth

mute the tongues

that would take

your name, in vain

so beautiful

is Your name

so beautiful

they right the wrongs

with wrongs they write

please write Your truth

upon this earth

with stone in hand

I'll carve this place

in image of

Your beautiful face


Thursday, November 20, 2003

I wanted to help you oh so badly I wanted to reach out
 and grab your arm and pull you to safety here by my side
  here with me but I could not and staring down at you at
   your beautiful eyes, even in the rain I could see the
    tears and I wanted so badly just to wipe them away and
     tell you I was ok but I may have failed you I have failed
      you I was supposed to be so much more so much for you
       someone you could count on for once in your life your
        chance at that better life that everyone always tells you
         about but you never knew it like you never knew what I
          could have been for you, you never knew how much I loved
           you and how that hurt me to be standing here on the edge
            here looking down upon you upon your loving gaze your
             beautiful gaze like that of the dolls you used to play
             with how they looked at you with only the love that a
             child could have for a mother you played and you loved
            like every time like every day meant it was the last time
           your final game of house because tomorrow the men may
          come and take your dolls away and they may take you back
         to that place where everyone was sad and no one loved you
        like I do the others there waited like you did and some
       of them never found a mommy like you did when those nice
      people came and gave you new dollies and they never let
     you go away and they always loved and they always held
    you in their arms like I wanted so badly to do for you my
   child my sweet baby girl you never let me teach you the
  things that I taught so many others the things that made
 so many others happy like you always wished you were but
 managed to find shelter in the glasses and the bottles
 and the others in your room where you made them happy but
  you made yourself sad and oh how I wanted to pick you up
   like my baby child and oh how I wanted to make them leave
    and to keep you for my own away from the sadness and
     those who did not love you like I loved you I wanted for
      you to find my shelter but you never listened but you
       managed to find shelter in that new love that you found
        so much happiness with and then you had your own love and
        then you had your own beautiful dolls to love and to play
       with and to teach all the good things you had learned but
      you never did tell them how much I loved you and you
     never did love me like my child and now you are lying
    there staring blindly into my eyes and your tears are so
   beautiful but I want so badly to pull you up to be here
  with me by my side I wanted for you and only you to let
 me love you but you just lie there placid and cold in
that box, empty because you never let me save you.


Tuesday, November 18, 2003

hardcoresong

I keep waiting

to shut the door

let the world finish

and leave

let the dogs go home

and the leaves sit in rest

mother, wipe her tears

and dry her cheeks

get on and get out

let the work be done

and the gods stop playing

it’s earthly game

let the words fallwhere they may

and the peace

that should come

when all is finished

let the times

that change time

settle down

to their sleep

when it’s finished its course

and the day

has turned quiet

shut the door

like my friend

and rest here with me

in peace



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